Eventually all stars die.

Tonight I was lying in bed with my best friend Rebecca, and we were having our usual talks about random things before we each fall asleep. Tonight, somehow, we ended up on the subject on the fact that I cant cry, that it is nearly impossible for me to cry. She simply said, "Its because you're numb. Eventually something is going to happen to make you cry, to get you off that horrible cycle." Let me remind you, I didn't even cry at my Great Grand Fathers Funeral. The man who took care of me the majority of my child hood.

Allow me to bring you back to two days ago. I wrote a poem called "The Night When The Star Left The Moon." It's about someone you love, that once meant the world to you, dying. Not necessarily death, more like the person changing into something you can barely recognize anymore, It depends on the way you look at it, the way you interpretate it with your life.

The reason why im saying all this is because i found out that my ex girlfriend, that i dated for two years, got hit by an SUV two days ago, around the same time i wrote my poem, and i found out this news hours after Rebecca told me that something would happen, and I would cry.
Well I guess she was write, because the moment I found out, I started crying, and I still am crying even after a couple of hours had past.

I come to find out that her skull is cracked, and her brain is swelling, as well as she has a cuncussion, and other injuries to her head, hip, legs and arms. Her docter said that her condition is getting a lot better and she is recovering well, but she will need therapy, and a good amount of time to heal.
I wish I could be there right now, to be able to help her in her time of need, but I'm not. The most I can do is pray for her, and have others join me in prayer for her safe recovery and her well-being.

No I'm not accusing Rebecca jynxed it in anyway by saying the things she said, and nor did I with my poem I wrote. It was just a weird coinsidence, and a bad turn of fate/luck.

Well i thought i should just share that with you.

By the way heres my poem incase you were wondering. For whoever reads these blogs:

The Night When The Star Left The Moon.

When I stare at the stars Burning so Bright

Without a cloud in sight

It reminds me of the passion

The love that once burned in your eyes

I'd do anything to look into those eyes again

Those eyes that told me everything

Every emotion you kept hidden

Every time your mouth moved i wouldn't listen

But when your eyes shined I payed very close attention

Because when your mouth moved You would say things you wouldn't mean

But when your eyes shined

Then it was something i could believe.

But that was so long agoI was once the moon that shined next to you

So bright, So fullBut like all stars, the fire died

So did the passion, the love, that twinkle in your eyes

Now I'm left to light up the sky at night.

With out you, here, by my side

I have a feeling this night might not be so bright.